My favourite vampires.... LOL

(Having some time to kill and nothing better to do, here I am listing my favourite vamps.... these are the vamps I do not mind giving all my blood to... LOL -if only they exist... hahahah)


Stefan Salvatore from the Vampire Diaries *Paul Wesley


Vampire Louis from Interview with the Vampire *Brad Pitt


Demitri (the Volturi) and Alice Cullen from New Moon * Charley Bewley and Ashley Greene


James from Twilight * Cam Gigandet


The Vampire Lestat from Queen of the Damned * Stuart Townsend


The Cullens from Twilight * Robert Pattinson, Ashley Green, Peter Facinelli, Elizabeth Reaser, Kellan Lutz, Jackson Rathborne, Nikki Reed


Spike from Buffy the Vampire Slayer *James Marsters


Eric Northman from True Blood* Alexander Skarsgard


Damon Salvatore from the Vampire Diaries* Ian Somerhalder

Read between the lines!!!! (IN BAHASA MALAYSIA)

KALAU POMPUAN KATA KAT LELAKI......)



1)Kalau pompuan kata : oklah wak, kita sembang lain kali yek.
Maknanya : dah le tu...maleh dah nak sembang ngan ko..boring!


2)Kalau pompuan kata : tak pe,saya tak kisah..
Maknanya : sape kata aku tak kisah?


3)Kalau pompuan kata : kita kawan aje lah ekk..saya memang suka kat awak tapi saya suka sebagai kawan je
Maknanya : aku memang tak nak kat ko..kalo cakap kang penyek plak muka tu..


4)Kalau pompuan kata : eh....u call ekk?i tak de receive call dari u pun...
Maknanya : memang no ko naik tapi saja aku malas nak jawap


5)Kalau pompuan kata : lain kali je la kita keluar, I bz la sekarang ni...nanti I free i call u ,kay?
Maknanya : aku tak nak keluar ngan ko,tak reti2 bahasa lagi ke?


6)Kalau pompuan kata : i sebenarnya tak la memilih sangat.
Maknanya :sape kata aku tak memilih....please. .kalo nak makan pun harap aku belanja, boleh belah la...


7)Kalau pompuan kata :i tak kisah penampilan u macamana pun
Maknanya : ya Rabbi!selekehnya pak we aku...


8)Kalau pompuan kata : lain kali kita keluar lagi ekk?i kena balik balik cepat la...ada hal...
Maknanya : inilah first and last aku keluar ngan ko...


9)Kalau pompuan kata :saya suka lelaki yg mcm ni... mcm tu..bla...bla. ..bla...
Maknanya : excuse me!ciri2 tu tak de kat ko..so.. paham2 sendiri la


10)Kalau pompuan kata : u keje kat mana? as what?
Maknanya :kalo setakat keje ntah hapa2 tak payah le ngorat aku...

LMAO - Once upon a time....

(a friend of mine sent this in the email for me... just sharing it with my Malaysian and Indonesian friends who can understand it... LOL)

Kalau lelaki handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: Woow, cool giler...
Kalau lelaki tak handsome pendiam
Perempuan akan cakap: Eh perasan bagus...

Kalau lelaki handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan kata: nobody's perfect
Kalau lelaki tak handsome berbuat jahat
Perempuan akan cakap: Memang.... muka pun macam pecah rumah!

Kalau lelaki handsome menolong perempuan yg diganggu
Perempuan akan cakap: Wah.. machonya.. macam hero filem!
Kalau lelaki tak handsome menolong perempuan yang diganggu
Perempuan akan kata: Entah2 kawan dia...

Kalau lelaki handsome dapat perempuan cantik
Perempuan akan kata: Sepadan sangat...
Kalau lelaki tak handsome dapat perempuan cantik
Perempuan akan kata: Mesti kena bomoh perempuan tuh!



Kalau lelaki handsome ditinggal kekasih
Perempuan akan kata: Jangan sedih, kan saya ada..
Kalau lelaki tak handsome ditinggal kekasih
Perempuan akan kata: ...(diam aja tak mengundang)...

Kalau lelaki handsome penyayang binatang
Perempuan akan cakap: Perasaannya halus ... Penuh kasih sayang
Kalau lelaki tak handsome penyayang binatang
Perempuan akan cakap: Sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...

Kalau lelaki handsome tak mau bergambar
Perempuan akan cakap: Pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar
Kalau lelaki tak handsome tak mau bergambar
Perempuan akan kata: Tak sanggup melihat hasilnya ya?...



Kalau lelaki handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
Perempuan akan cakap: Ini barulah lelaki gentlemen
Kalau lelaki tak handsome menuang air ke gelas perempuan
Perempuan akan cakap: Naluri pembantu, memang begitu....

Kalau lelaki handsome bersedih hati
Perempuan akan cakap: Let me be your shoulder to cry on
Kalau lelaki tak handsome bersedih hati
Perempuan akan kata: Kuat nangis!! Lelaki ke bukan ni?

Daughter problems

Life can be pretty daunting and also confusing. I don’t know why but my eldest daughter has been pretty annoying to the point I feel like calling her my mother!!! For heaven’s sake.. I am 34 years old and she is 14. I am working my ass off supporting the family and so on. She just comes for a visit and she acts like she is the hostess and I’m a visitor from Mars who don’t know my way around the LRT or Monorail and such. She tries her best to mother me and my younger daughter, her younger sister and ask me again how I do not find that annoying. Even my dear MIL cannot stand that.
She likes to boss people around but take offence when people tell her off about something or other. And she really practices freedom of speech gossiping or shooting her mouth off just anyone she feels like.
I have tried advising her on that but however, it does not seem to be getting into her thick skull. Worse still, she is kinda self destructive like me, with a tendency to self harm, though I really DO NOT understand how she can be that. Yes, granted, I am one of those who self harm or self wound myself when I am under too much stress or have too much anger until I do not know what to do. I have that “condition” or problem since I was a teenager but with good reason. I am not proud of it but well, I was a victim of child abuse, sexual abuse and neglect, had nobody at all to turn to and it was my escapism from the inner pain.
I used to scratch myself on the arms or thighs with keys, scissors until I drew a little blood… not much but just painful enough for me to start focusing on the outer pain. I used to bang my head on the wall, I also strangled myself with a scarf or ribbon a few times to lose consciousness until I came to maybe 10-15 minutes later, and I even took numerous paracematamol and other medication I get my hands on only to throw up and get a tummy ache. It helped me get through inner pain when it got too much for me to handle.
As for my daughter, I really do not understand how she came to be that way as she has a brother, a father, grandparents who practically dote on her and even me, my husband and all, unlike me who really had no one to turn to at all, being an only kid.
I really do not know how to advice her or teach her as whatever ‘teaching’ I want to do, she would turn on me with a saccharine sweet ‘yes mummy’ that you know she does not mean. I am so at a loss as to how to handle her. All she knows is to threaten me with well, I can go back to my father’s place earlier and so on and in meantime the rift between us gets bigger and deeper. I find myself really at a loss when it comes to trying to bridge that gap between us that is forever widening, and every time I see her she gets more and more a stranger I no longer know. I wonder how it came to be that way but well, what is done is done, she probably blames me for a lot of things and I do not know how to get close to her..
She will always be my daughter but the closeness between my eldest daughter and myself can never be like the natural closeness between my youngest daughter and myself.. the years had made it that way, along with her rebelliousness and stubborn set of ways and well… I don’t want to feel guilty but I do, but I know what I did all those years ago was my only option as I had to provide my children with security and a home filled with love instead of taking them to the great unknown with me being homeless, jobless and had nobody for myself as well.. many people probably do not understand and think that I am a bad mother for ‘abandoning’ my children, and hell, my eldest daughter probably think the same about me but to me, it was a necessary sacrifice for their wellbeing I had to make…
Now if only I know how to handle my daughter and advice her the best I can…. Anyone , help?????

MIL problems

My MIL has been giving me a lot of stress again... especially out of the blue... I really think she loves nothing then to pick a bone. She never apreciates what we've done for her and chooses to attack randomly whenever she feels like it and the worse part is she s discriminating and loves to take sides and will turn your words around to get back at you.
Thus of late, I keep myself as busy as I can outside of the house and when I am at home, I do some cleaning up and housework early in the morning then disappear into my room when she is hanging around downstairs just to avoid being picked at.
She is so hyper sensitive and even take things or words my 5 year old daughter do or not do or say or not say as something against her.
My eldest daughter is down staying with me for the holiday and she finds her holiday quickly becoming a stressful nightmare as well. She has been exemplary to me, and helped around the house a lot, especialy in cleaning up and taking the garbage out and such, so I took into offence when MIL started raising her voice and accused us of just 'putting up a show' of being hardworking when my husband was around as her darling grandchildren (especially her favourites) are so lazy and won't lift a finger unless forced to, and worse, they just dump their plates, cups in the sink without any guilt and can't even throw rubbish properly into the waste bin and who is the donkey or idiot who cleans up after them???
Me and my daughter that's who!!!!
The problem with MIL is that she should really be thankful for what life has given her instead of feeding her anger and insecurities and taking it out on other people... If she wanted any help with housework or such, all she can do is just ask nicely(meaning : something along the line of , "can you please hel me with this or that"), which I can assure you she never does.
When help is offered, she will say 'no need' and such but when she needs help she will say it in a way that we've never lifted a finger to help her in our whole life and she is such a victim
Heaven help me... my patience is really being tested to the maximum but my concience is clear and all I wanted to do along with my husband is to provide my seemingly ungrateful MIL company since she is an old lady with too much bitterness inside her... just hope that my sanity remains intact after all this.... with a home as such... who needs hell... LOL... I am already in one I think... hahahah...
Then after all is said and done, she accuses me of being a tattle tale and of tattling and telling tales to my husband (can you believe that!!!!) and she 'tattled' that to my daughter and step daughter and other people (so isn't that a pot calling a kettle black???) that if I were to break up her relationship with her son, she will do all she can to make sure our(my husband and me) relationship breaks too... Nice lady huh???

(so, well, since I am already being accused of being a tattle tale, I am tattlig it all out here now.... for those of you who reads this and feels offended, sorry for this but I need to release my tension and this is my blog anyway...)

Inner peace

If you can start the day without caffeine,

If you can always be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains,

If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles,

If you can eat the same food every day and be grateful for it,

If you can understand when your loved ones are too busy to give you anytime,
If you can take criticism and blame without resentment,

If you can conquer tension without medical help,

If you can relax without liquor,

If you can sleep without the aid of drugs,


Then You Are Probably The Family Dog!